29days

2011 past for 29 days and i hate it!
what the hell is going on to this world?

what the hell is going on!

what the hell is going on to the human being right now at Sibu hah!
Are they just too free to spreading rumours?

Hating/dont like someone means we are going to create trouble?
Can you guys just mind your own business?
And your closest family doesnt believe in you and said im creating trouble.
Piece of hell!!

Im enough with this. Go on with yours blaming..

I SURRENDER alright?

句点

人一到了大城市，心就会开始慢慢变得很无情变得冷漠
反而，住在小城市里的我对他越来越思念越来越想念，爱的感觉越来越强烈
我希望他明白，住在小城市里的我 仍然等着他回来和我相会的那一天

时间一天一天的过去，我探访他现在住的城市里过了半年
昨晚，放过我和他之前他还在我身旁里陪伴着我那些日子一来的照片
突然间想回到那时刻的我们~
不必烦恼我们何时才能见面
也不必烦恼我们何时才能拥抱在一起
不必烦恼 对方正在做什么

现在的我们 不知几时才能碰面几时才能感觉到对方正真的心
已经半年了我们没见面
还记得 我在机场看到那时的你 笑的好开心 好开心我的到来
手上拿了一束玫瑰花迎接我这个你深爱的女人
那时的我们因该一年没见面了吧

还没抵达你现在住的城市里时的我
真的感觉好紧张
紧张怕你对我的感觉已变了
怕我们感情疏远了
但一切比我想象中的完全不一样

你对我很好~反而还是很爱我
我的记忆里现在还在停留在机场的那一刻
你抱着我好紧。不到几个小时我们就分开了~
我得要在姨丈家过夜一晚
你给了我你那里的电话，好让我和你联络
你说你想我了 好想第二天快到来
我真的感觉我是被你爱着了

离开你半年~
却。。
发生了我们疏远的状态
也争吵了好几次
你给我的电话少了
你叫我的名字也少了
说话的态度也变了
是我想太多了？
是！是我想太多了~或许吧

你正要准备大考，压力很大
我真的知道，不过我希望你封少数的时间给我
与你争吵我是大大的很不喜欢~

终于我们画上句点

你和大家都说 相隔太远了 感觉渐渐也没了
我在想着～难道有那么容易没感觉了吗？
我做错什么了吗？
不懂哦,只觉得这次的恋爱比以前来的苦

付出那么多 以为将来会有他的疼爱
我错了。

现在的他 因该和我分开后是很开心的
好多女生围绕在身边 贴得好近好近

说真的很必然的会不喜欢不爽讨厌
可能是还没忘记 还没开始抛下这段感情

两年的感情 我能告诉你 我没那么容易像他一样能放弃
毕竟是我真的爱过的
我就不懂为什么他说放就放开。
人啊～ 怎么会那么残忍呢？

你·～你知道吗？ 你变得好多
真的好多
不想我第一次看到的你
真的～
你怎么了？为什么会这样？

“i just wanna tell you we are over and end. sorry for my bad"  27/11 11.26am

最后一封的信息
谢谢你

我才知道我的愚蠢

ending

beginning of us start with laughter joy and hapiness

i love you truly and deeply

i know you too

i never think that we will be ending just like that

maybe im the one who care so much bout this relationship and you dont

you end it easily

and never thinking bout how do i feel 

with a reason that i couldnt accept at all

"long distance"

and its my last tears drop for you

and i will live better than ever without you beside me

thanks for leaving me 

i learn a lots of lesson thru this time relationship about

man cruelness and man irresponsibility

i couldnt believe this is the way how you handle our relationship

maybe you never appreciate me at all

or either never treat me as a girlfriend

its all end since the night i asked you to came out for a talk
but you do rejected me as im just outside from that place

nothing much to say

just want to let you know

you are the one who let me to HATE YOU






I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together
Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

I hate you but will never forget you ..