zankle : life lesson

The most beautiful music in the world is your own heartbeat, it assures you that you will survive even when the whole world leaves you alone.

i'm not alone 

zankle :愛過了頭

sorry for my emotional ..

那種被背叛的痛楚,

舔著傷口只好靠時間去療傷~

"我沒有難過, 只是愛你比你愛我更多"

愛過了頭就連恨也沒有了~

zankle : let her go

Only know you love her when you let her go

zankle : back to normal life

All of this is coming from my heart. I want you to know that you have changed me forever. Not just from the break up. But when we were together I changed for you. I got more confident with myself and believed in myself more. You gave me that. I know you didn’t see it much because it happened slowly. I know you don’t care anymore. I want to thank you, though. I want to thank you for giving me more confidence, for making me more hopeful, and for making me a better person. I am today more confident, more outgoing, and I speak my mind more, not just through text, but in person. 

I am not mad at you and what you did. I am not mad or angry or hate you for anything. You did what you thought is the best for you and I respect that. I wish you the best and life and someday I hope that our paths cross. I hope you find happiness.

Did you give your all? My father would ask. If you did, there’s nothing to be ashamed of.

This will be the last post. So, dont call me anymore  in future cause i just wanted to delete you in my life.
Don't come and mess my life again.

I’m going to be okayy, I don’t hate you but I will never, ever let you back in my life. I’m really doing great now, sure I have bad days but I will be okayy.

zankle : happy day

Went for shopping and settle my dinner this afternoon with my housemate.

Great day after working this morning at 2am till 7am . Get myself 7 hours sleep and get ready to go have a movie of FF6! Shit things sold out till available only at 11:50pm!Bloody!

Trying to find short pants which my old short pants i couldnt fit it on =( too big -.-"
from my weight 53kgs drop till 45kgs right now

Sounds sad, tried of couple shop couldn't find any then finally get something nice and i love it so much.

Something influence my mood and spoiled my day seriously

But who cares!

Feel like to upload this , it's nothing actually just a image to posted

Back to my dinner at Ben's Pavilion

Nice dinner and the enviroment just so nice !

Carbonara Spag with Fish Catcher 

Awesome!

Exhausted face !!

This is mad nice! 

I'm going to starve for a month!

Hell shit!

eye irritation for whole day since working

scary even i saw myself inside the mirror

it's just too red , looks like finish crying lol

zankle : F

STOP. SO YOU JUST SHUT UP OK?

zankle : 这首歌

这首歌 今天会是我今生最后一次听 不会在播放

它让我感受到你当时对我的爱 也曾以为会和你到老
但如今不想再提我和你， 一切都结束 过去了

zankle : moving on , letting go

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world; it’s the beginning of a new life.Hurt is just a reflection of our selfishness. The getting hurt you feel, the more selfish you are. Try to let go is the right antidote =)

zankle : 其实我恨你吗？

其实，没有那么恨他。一丁点也没有。根本没有。 
只是恨。他不是我的。我也不是他的。 
我们会不会后悔爱过一个人。会不会后悔当时的付出
我们爱了才知道这就是爱。 
　　 
我们恨了，才知道，恨，也是因为爱。
其实我没有那么恨你 当你打电话跟我说对不起的那一刻

我已经原谅了。
但你也不必牵强再说你爱过我~

我放手了
那么别再纠缠了
大家各自过自己的生活

以后在路上碰到面不打招呼也没关系。
就当个陌生人吧
这样大家都好过一些

[天下無不散的筵席，再好的故事都會結束
但是真正的結束，不是說再見的那一刻，而是被遺忘
一起走過的路，無論是長或短
共享的時光，無論快樂的多或也有些心酸
時間不會回頭，過去的日子不能重來
我告别了]

i'm going to start my new chapter